Another scary situation

So the last few months have been pretty freakin scary being in and out of the hospital with I guess you can call it minor stuff. Until last weds or should I say last tues night my heart felt like it was doing back flips. And on weds I went to work in holes of doing a full shift because of my absence at work. But that didn't happen I was suffering from heartburn all day and being out of breath and dizziness I pushed on and not to mention the burning feeling I had going on in my chest like someone was holding a match to my heart. Four o'clock came and u said fuck it I'm going home so I drive home picked up my gi Kim and drove to the hospital, I gave them my symptoms and within half an hour I had Iv's in me oxygen up my nose and was being transported to one of the best heart hospitals in the greater Toronto area. Yup I had a major heart attack and when I reached the other hospital I was rushed into another emergency room and had an angiogram and discovered my arteries were almost completely blocked so they did an angioplasty and thus begins my road to recovery after my week in the hospital I am now home recovering and taking things real slow, I have been walking my dog in short distances. Eating very healthy as in a high fiber low salt diet. The good thing to all this is there was no damage done to my heart it is still very strong the doctors had told me that it is rare for someone to have a major heart attack and have no damage done to the heart, I truly believe someone was watching over my shoulder that day. I have to give a huge thank you to my girl Kim she never once left my side was at the hospital everyday and has been a total angel and not to mention my own personal nurse when I needed her. So now begins my long road to recovery and I send thanks to all my very good friends and well wishers. This was a serious life changing experience and Im making a promise to myself to get stronger and better and never go through that again, because there are way to many people in my life that need me and I don't plan on going any where for a very very long time.

Nervous

Alot of things have happened lately such as big move back to the city It's been quite a long time since I have had a place of our own I have a great job and pays well and the boss takes care of me and the guys I work with. My kids have been doing awesome they are so happy, and my parents well there parents lol, a lot of things don't make me nervous I mean up until seven months ago I was still paying child support for my deceased wife and I was slowly falling into debt and was having money problems did that make me scared or nervous? No way but what has really made me nervous lately is the fact that I have been in and out of the hospital thaw last couple of weeks, my first trip thinking I had a kidney stone attack but after a cat scan nope that wasn't it, I had diverticulitis or so it seems that way the cat scan also showed I have a swollen prostrate, ok no problem I can hassle that right? I mean with a few meds for a week I should be good to go, wrong I went back to the hospital on Tuesday because on Monday I developed a bladder infection (yay me) went to a specialist and he told me that my diverticulitis could be hiding something in the form of pancreatic cancer but back to the specialist for now. I went pee before I saw the doc and that was the last time I went so the next day being Wednesday I went. Ack to the hospital and there was a blockage in my urinary Track so here I am wearing a cathitor for the next ten days, nervous yet? Nope I'm nervous about the cancer thing you see my wife passed from cancer and pancreatic and prostrate cancer run in my family that's what I'm nervous about but I will find out this week when I get my results, keep you posted.