Nervous

Alot of things have happened lately such as big move back to the city It's been quite a long time since I have had a place of our own I have a great job and pays well and the boss takes care of me and the guys I work with. My kids have been doing awesome they are so happy, and my parents well there parents lol, a lot of things don't make me nervous I mean up until seven months ago I was still paying child support for my deceased wife and I was slowly falling into debt and was having money problems did that make me scared or nervous? No way but what has really made me nervous lately is the fact that I have been in and out of the hospital thaw last couple of weeks, my first trip thinking I had a kidney stone attack but after a cat scan nope that wasn't it, I had diverticulitis or so it seems that way the cat scan also showed I have a swollen prostrate, ok no problem I can hassle that right? I mean with a few meds for a week I should be good to go, wrong I went back to the hospital on Tuesday because on Monday I developed a bladder infection (yay me) went to a specialist and he told me that my diverticulitis could be hiding something in the form of pancreatic cancer but back to the specialist for now. I went pee before I saw the doc and that was the last time I went so the next day being Wednesday I went. Ack to the hospital and there was a blockage in my urinary Track so here I am wearing a cathitor for the next ten days, nervous yet? Nope I'm nervous about the cancer thing you see my wife passed from cancer and pancreatic and prostrate cancer run in my family that's what I'm nervous about but I will find out this week when I get my results, keep you posted.